starting is easy it’s the staying that’s hard.
I cannot even begin to describe the excitement I feel at the dawning of 2014. New challenges, new opportunities in family, work, fitness and faith. I have hopes to conquer them all! But I know this is the easy part, the real work starts in February as the newness wears off and the work required to meet our goals sets in.
3:45AM – January 2nd 2014:
In my garage, staring at the dirty floor covered in leaves that blew in over the past week, having yet another internal battle about getting down and getting to work or crawling into the ever so tempting warm covers of my bed and crashing until it’s time to head to the office. This was at least the 4th mental battle I faced today and so far I had been winning, but this was the last step. I know if I can just get on the floor I will finish my warm up, the subsequent workout will have the prescribed intensity and that morning shower will feel just right, my drive in will be less exhausting, my day at the office much more productive and my food choices will be that much better. I stood shivering for another 30 seconds and got to it. Today I won. Tomorrow is yet to be fought. I wish I could write this as someone who has always accomplished my goals, finished my lists and saw every project to completion. But that would be a lie. I am a (by my own admission) a starting junkie. I have great ideas and tons of initial passion but at some point a change occurs. An external force summons me in another direction. In some cases this is a blessing (the opportunity to move closer to family) in others a disappointment (fell of the diet again…) but in almost all cases these changes are my reaction to an external party. (Sorry Stephen Covey, the book was great, but had not sunk in) So why write about this now? What new external force is driving me to put myself out there, to be more active and truthful in my approach… hopefully just me.
I am NOT going to write about the new fitness craze (although I will speak at length of my love for the physical)
I am NOT going to write about how Big Data (*cringe*) is changing my existence (but I will talk about my experiences in analytics)
I am NOT going to talk about how to fix your personal lives (but I will bring up my family often!)
I will NOT talk about my spirituality and church community (but I swear I will always work to be a better Christian and ask as many questions as people will answer and that will happen here.)
So with that I say HAPPY NEW YEAR and 2014 is looking great! I am excited to keep this outlet going and look forward to the freezing garage floor, the long drive to the office, the politics I cannot change, the frustrating up and down of work and life balance but most of all I look forward to creating my own path and only allowing the external forces that I choose to affect my life.